Thursday, May 23, 2013

Brown Haired, Blue Eyed Boy




This morning I was sitting in bed,  sippin' on  my, long anticipated cup of coffee.. Yes, I am one of those who go to bed and cannot wait to get up to have their morning coffee.
As I was there, listening to the birds sing and reading through Ephesians, our oldest son Ryder, who is near 7,  came in and laid next to me. We began talking about the day ahead and the few days left of school until summer. Both getting pretty psyched about what adventures we will embark on!
 We took a deep breath and there was a moment of quiet. I then shared with him in my thankfulness... " Hey buddy, you know what I am thankful for this morning? I'm thankful for Jesus dying on the cross for us.." Before I could finish my thought , Ryder responds with his morning voice,  " you know.. he did that so we don't have to die on the cross"  I gently reached over to this brown haired, blue eyed boy and pulled him near and kissed his forehead.

It was a beautiful moment between my son and I. God using this to remind me of the sacrifice that was made in our place.. Gods deep, ferocious love and affection for us. God's faithfully perfecting each of our stories... now that is beautiful.

"I will remember the works of the Lord..."
Psalms 77v11

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

"Safe?... Course he isn't safe. But He's good."

I love in the Chronicles of Narnia, CS Lewis depicts God as a majestic magnificent lion, Aslan. One of the children Lucy, asks if the lion is safe. "Safe?" said Mr. Beaver, "don't you hear what Mrs. Beaver tells you? Who said anything about safe? 'Course, he isn't safe. But He's good. He's the King I tell you."

My sister, Kim, my best friend, recently had gotten news that there has been a tumor growing on her brain. They just welcomed their 3rd baby into this world...a mama of 3.. 3 and under... Thinking this was a limit for any mama...but God has allowed this...for this time. Scared. Exhausted, I'm sure she feels. I often pray that the many miles between us will one day just be stepping stones. In my perfect world it would be now... She needs my help. To hold her hand or to give her a hug. To go to the grocery for her. To stay with the kiddos so she has a moment to breathe...
But the stepping stones are still miles and miles. So I trust.

There is nothing safe about following Jesus.. nothing at all... But it is good... so good.
My sis is journeying a life of courageous surrender. For, she still cries out "Hallelujah."
Moment to moment..there is still life to be lived.


"Safe?... Course he isn't safe. But He's good. He is the King I tell you."


If you would like to journey with her
www.ourbeautyforashes.blogspot.com

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

"Thought For The Day" -- Ordinariness

Just an ordinary, inked, church planters wife, I am.  
 I am in desperate need of Jesus as anyone else. 
I have found such freedom in the ordinariness.  Ordinariness in my everyday living. The ordinary as a now, church planters wife and the ordinary, as a mama of 2 sweet gents. Ha! I celebrate ordinary! Ordinary to NOT have to feel like I have to have it all together cause we all know, I am far from it! Ordinary to not have to know all the bible, and dress a certain way, or live to the standards of others. No! I am approved by my Father in Heaven, as Jesus brought reconciliation through the cross. I know I am in need. In need of a savior because without Him, I have no good thing. He is always better.

 This has been a 2 year journey for me as I have wrestled and trudged through permission to be me. I discovered that the permission to be ordinary, gave me the okay to live from my heart... a passionate, adventurous, trail blazing , curious, teacher, an inspiring writer,  who finds life in creation. This is me...and I am learning to love me. As I continue, I find that God reveals more of me, a little piece at a time, as He is making me whole.. And this, all because of Christ who dwells within me. Nothing more nothing less.

So, I leave you with the "Thought for the Day."
  Are you living from your heart? And in that celebrating your ordinariness? 

For this is freedom. Jesus and Jesus alone.

-Chele



Sunday, March 3, 2013

"Thought For The Day"

Last weekend I had the privilege of going through years of paper work that took me hours to read, sort & then shred or file (sigh)...yeah, not so much.
Anyway, I did find a treasure in all that hot mess. My freshman year in college I had a professor that wrote on the board a "thought for the day" each class. We then would discuss, as a class about that partcular thought. This is when the thought of being an educator  began to take root in my heart. Some friends and I began doing this between each other. I found a few "thought for the days" from friends and found some between Freddy & I (the treasure) in all that hot mess the past weekend. I have been inspired...

Here I am today giving you a "thought for the day" there is no rhyme or reason to what, when, length or how these will be posted but today will be the first. This could be for you or for all of us. I think we can learn much through each other. It is a gift. 
Post your thoughts! 



Winnie The Pooh School of Personalities 
A simple approach to the four basic personality types in a lighthearted way 
(Thank You Kay Warren!) 

Winnie The Pooh: Pooh doesn't get worked up about much of anything except his drive to find honey. He's pretty carefree, middle of the road in his emotional responses, and doesn't quite understand why others get so emotional about everything! If you have a Winnie the Pooh friend they will be the one to be indecisive on where to go to dinner or what movie to see. Not that he/she doesn't have an opinion but this person will be okay with whatever in most cases. We need Winnie The Pooh friends because they will remain steady. and sure while the rest are spinning wildly out of control. 

Rabbit: Rabbits are goal -oriented; they want the garden planted right, and want it planted right now. Rabbits are the task-oriented high achievers and the ones who get things done in life. Every committee needs a few Rabbits because they will cross all the t's and dot all the i's - the event will be organized well! But your Rabbit friend probably isn't the one you want to go to for comfort or encouragement if you are having a bad day. Not high empathy quotient. They will probably listen impatiently and respond with "life is hard. Keep moving!" but we need Rabbits, the world would be a "hot mess" without them.

Tiggers: Tiggers are the extroverts. They are the bouncy, trouncy, flouncy, pouncy, fun-fun-fun-fun-fun personalities! They walk in the room and suck all the oxygen out of it by the force of their personality. They tell stories with great enthusiasm and go into elaborate detail- even if the details get a little muddy along the way. They can't remember your name but enthusiastically tell others that you are one of their best friends. Tiggers may forget that they ad suppose to meet you for lunch, but they are so much fun when they arrive that you quickly forgive them. As much as they may irritate at times, we need Tiggers to brighten our day! 

Eeyore: Eeyores are creative, intense, and perfectionistic and feeeel things very deeply. They tend to be pessimistic and even gloomy at times, but often that's because Eeyores carry the pain and sorrw of the world on their shoulders. Sometimes they're not so much fun to be around! But if you want a creative idea, an in-depth conversation, or an empathetic ear, call your Eeyore friend. Eeyores add a rich dimension to relationships and conversations because they have such a depth and breadth of emotion and are able to pull the rich emotions out of others as well. The world would be a shallow, cold, uncaring place without Eeyores. 

All these personalities have great strengths and many weakness' and ALL experience joy! 



Sunday, September 9, 2012

I will build my church- The Father.





gospel.community.mission.


 "I will build my church"  has been the constant reminder to my heart since journeying this adventure of planting a church here in the heart of America.  Those words from The Father bring peace, the peace that is said to be uncomprehendable to the human mind. That Freddy & I with the boys walk in obedience to the calling on our family to plant Ekklesia here...that this is The Fathers church.  We are ordinary people living, ordinary lives with gospel intentionality.

Yes... The sweet reminder when tough times have come and passed and then come again...resting that we need to continue moving representing Jesus as we journey...and again remembering that The Father will build His church.

People will pass through & things may not come together as we have planned but our hope is in the Lord, the One who "holds everything together" and will  "organize His church"  (col.1)

Such a promise.

So as we approach the first public gathering of the church, We hold onto the  promises and trust in the One who is Great. Glorious.Gracious & very Good.





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